Ah, in the midst of learning to program, learning to draw, and learning to play guitar, it is easy to feel like ive slipped right off the edge and am flailing about in the deep end. But I think i can say for now that maybe it is all proving to be worth something. Little by little i feel myself grasping at faint whispers of hidden knowledge that stick to me with repetition. The light at the end seems so far but ever so slightly within reach?? Maybe one of these days ill look back on these moments and send a message back in time to encourage my past self (the me writing this) and maybe the urge to write this post is actually that message being recieved and wow thats like, a lot to think about. Thank you, future sensei, for believing in the pretty little loser writing this. Because of you I know that there is a light on the other side. I will meet you there eventually <3